Sunday, July 12, 2009

TRAILS///TRIALS


oh the memories that this sign brings to my brutha presbyterian. =) but thats not the story i'm going to tell. the other night i was laying on a couch directly in front of this sign and it was fairly late, i was very tired and my mind read TRIAl not TRAIL. i thought it was very interesting and it made me think. i thought a lot about how it would seem so much easier if there was just a sign that said trial this way or up ahead. a warning sign so you'd know to turn around and go the other way or to be ready for it. but it doesn't work like that. partially why trials are trials is because you don't know when they're going to happen and the point is that you're supposed to always be ready and when you aren't its your own fault for making it even harder then it would have been. but at the same time i know that we have trials when we are ready and when we aren't because we are supposed to be tried and tested. it makes us stronger, better and always humbles us. sometimes our trials are obvious, open, and people can see what is happening, other times it is a personal thing that no one ever knows about. regardless trials are blessings that just need to be refined. they help us. they are presents, we just have to work for them just like opening them and untaping th boxes and sometimes they're taped way too much and it doesn't seem worth it, but when you finally get to whats inside and you see why you worked so hard you realize just why you had to go through it all. (present analogy brought to you by the fact that my birthday is in a mere 2.3 months. woooooooo) anyways just something to think about. progresseion progression progression. the end.
also the testament is a fantastic movie full of the spirit and just sets the tone for a great sunday.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

LAST WEEK AT A GLANCE













































































Friday, July 3, 2009

cousins are very fun i stayed at kelsey's last night and we stayed up unti 330 this morning i was guided around outside by lexi lou and chole the crazy and it was very fun they have a horse now and her name is glitterbug so so so cute i came home and mom dad and myself went to lunch in franklin with grandma and grandpa keller we then proceeded to drive to the oxford cemetary while discussing where to be buried where and why talk about uplifting and exhilerating wooooo but we did go and walk around and grandma told us stories about our ancestors and who married who and all of their stories most of which i found very sad lots of deaths and broken families it seems but oxford is a beautiful cemetary uncle rindy chose a great place to be buried now we are back at grandma buttars and we are enjoying some delicious frappe arent you jealous its refreshing and grandma especially loves it which makes me like it even more
also since i have read taffys blog about the books she has read and how she was so distracted by the sentance structures i decided to not capitalize anything and not to use and punctuation what a pill muahahaha that is all

This Morning I Woke Up To This....





Thursday, July 2, 2009

here in napoleon ville...........

yes i mean preston idaho. woo woo =) we are enjoying staying at grandma buttar's house and being lazy =) yesterday we went to my future home of logan utah. (hate the name but its a good place) i registered for classes and will be taking only 14 credits. luckily for me i get out of class at about 11:20 on MWF'S and at 12:00 on TTH. i'm quite thrilled. i joined the HURD also known as the biggest club on campus invented by a great guy (cory mikelson who's with the ambassadors woooooooo) one of my new goals: OVERTAKE THE HURD sometime before i get out of college. the weather here has been a little bit like my attitude. bi///polarrr its been raining and storming and then sunny and nice. we just can't make up our mind the weather and i but we understand each other. i have been able to see my little buddy MORGAN and i just love love love him. in only two days i will get to see bodie-bear and lovely-levi who hasn't yet met his favorite aunt. I CAN'T WAIT. we are all in the same boat together. we're the BABIES of our families and we're all alone with the parentals. but together we're the BOMB. i love my little boys <3 already though i am missing boise. i miss the familiarity and being able to see my friends and to just recognize people everywhere i go. for now i do not have that here and it makes me anxious. i don't like to feel alone. i am getting much much older. last night we went to grandma and grandpa kellers house and i walked around the ranch. i pet the horses and talked to the cows and remembered things like throwing walks in the pond, riding 4-wheelers, floating bear river, bridge jumping, watching jared and blane play basketball, catching water skippers, playing detective with kels, feeling privelaged to stay all alone with the grandparents. i love that i have all of the memories but i don't feel old enough to leave them behind and make new ones yet. but CHANGE IS GOOD and LIFE GOES ON.

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THIS IS REAL


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