the little things

first of all. i am officially in a relationship. if you have ever read the princess bride, and have read the part when she realizes that she loves wesley and it is overpowering and magical and almost heartbreaking, then you will understand how i feel about him. and just like buttercup who had hope that it would all be alright in the end, i did too. and it is.

today i am greatful for everyday things. having a best friend who is willing to drop everything so that we can go and visit our other best friend in provo. why? because she needed us and we needed her. we had a one LONG night sleeping on the hard kitchen floor of a dorm in provo and you know what? it was 100% worth it. i am also greatful for the best friend who puts up with me. i almost lost her last week. we fought for one whole day and we were both sure it was at least 3 days. (i was convinced like two weeks because my time is a bit off) regardless i love her. my life would be so so so different without her and i would not be as happy or appreciate things the way i do if i didn't have her.

i am greatful for family. beautiful brothers and sisters and nephews and best friends for parents. although i get frustrated and angry and hurt sometimes they are my life. there would be no point without them. i also love hearing what they say and think. i read hollie rae's blog religiously. i cry almost every time i read it but it is always a good thing.

i am also greatful for the beautiful things in life. the gorgeous mountains here in utah. they make me feel so small and remember who i am and where i came from. i love S. E. Needham jewelers. oh it is precious. i love jewelry stores and it is perfect. wood paneling and all. i love great harvest bread where if they are in an extra good mood they'll give you the slice of bread for free. i am greatful for good health because i know what it feels like to be sick. i am greatful for life and for the journey.

XOXO

M

monday madness

mondays are insane. why do they exsist anyways? i woke up this morning hungover (literally) from nyquil. i love medication. that stuff will kill you. i couldn't see right my mouth was cotton and i was sleeeeepy. i went to my class and kept falling asleep. i then went to the library and slept on a random couch for an hour and a half, (basically homeless) then went to my next two classes which i also fell asleep then i came home and slept for 3 hours. and i'm still tired. i don't get it either other than my body responds hardcore to that crap. but anyways i did get to work for only 3 short hours which was so nice and i was able to go to FHE with my crazy family that we discussed conference and then tip and i went to the gym and worked our butts off. ;) ok just me considering she doesn't have one anyways but you know what i'm saying. now i'm ready to sleep again. i'm a confused girl. i hate it when i thought i knew things and then my thoughts on it change and i get worried and confused. happily i am not worried, i'm done with that, i just am confused. so i'm just going to get a date with one of the cuties at the gym. that'll make everything better =D oh also i decided what i'm changing my major to. i bet you wish you knew huh? not going to tell. loves
M

this weekend.....

this was a goooood weekend. quick, wet, crazy blisters but definately so worth it. =) i met the amazing fun myers family in brigham city on saturday and we all sqwooshed and sqwashed together in their car and went to salt lake city. yeah baby ;) only the home of my FAVORITE temple. anyways, we went there and had some fun. i'll be honest nervous is not even a word to describe the emotions. i've never gone anywhere with a boy's family before. strange. but matt and i are great friends and i have known their sweet family for a while now so it was quite all right. the boys went to the priesthood session while the girls went shopping. and i showed self discipline by not purchasing one flippin thing. woo woo woo. anyways this story is getting long. lets just say we walked a lot and being escorted by matt myers is always a pleasure and conference was so good. i love it! then we went back to brigham today and i left. so. short. but it was nice to see him =) and his family =) =) not to mention being able to listen to the prophet in person and being surrounded by thousands of people knowing the same things and always trying to be better and emulate christ. an overwhelming and great feeling love love

general conference. a weekend with a boy and his family. WHOA. sounds like a lot of fun to me =)
wish me luck.
off to be by my favorite place in the world with one of my favorite people. i'm such a lucky girl
love love
M