february 24

oh i wish i wasn't impaitent. i wish i wish i wish. but that makes me up to be who i am also. i look forward to things and in turn become impatient for them. it is hard to not push and press and ponder on what my life will become. i just want to be secure in knowing where i stand. oh the joys of being an in betweener =)

today was a hard day. college makes me sad. there were no tears, (well except for when i read hollie rae's blog but thats fairly normal) but there was heartache. there are so many unanswered questions in my life that make me so tired that i cannot fall asleep. if only my exams were the things that i really worried about.

tomorrow will be better. i said that yesterday and it didn't work, but tomorrow really will be better. it will be a good day because i will make it a good day.

today i will stop worrying about my past and my future and focus on life. it will get better because it always does i just have to be patient. loves& hugs from my tiny room to wherever you may be. xoxo
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